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Just keep swimming...

Fri Nov 18, 2005, 3:52 PM
Edit: My friend was declared brain dead, and taken off life support. She's offically passed on. *sighs*

Yes, I think Dorey has the right idea.

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming...

You know how people say 'be careful what you wish for, you just might get it'? Yeah, I've decided, I hate that effin saying with a passion.

Expect some angsty art soon.

But before I go into my reasons, I would like to spread the happy news that my friend Vicki had her baby. Brenden was born at 7pm on Tuesday night, just under 7 pounds and 19 inches long. I would go down and see him if it wasn't a good 4 hour drive round trip.

And of course, tis 's birthday. :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: She's 18, give her hell boys and girls.

The bad news is about a friend of mine that, ironically, Vicki's older sister and I shared in kind. I believe Jennifer (the other sister) was much closer to Jenessa than myself but that doesn't mean I am not impacted by this as dramatically as she is.

Apparently, Jenessa tried to hang herself. I bet the majority of you, after ALL the crap that has happened to me this year, think by now I am full of complete crap. No way so much -utter bad kharma- could nail someone in a year. Well, lady's and gentlemen, maybe I should take up a job in the circus as the girl with insanely bad luck.

But going back to the luck statement...

She is still alive. Yay you would think, I got my wish. I begged for no more death this year, and I got it. Unfortunately she's on life support, and they say when they pull the oxygene away from her she can't function; can't breath on her own. Apparently, this is a sign of brain damage.

At this point, I want to take a grenade, find that bitch kharma, stick it in her/his mouth and blow off her/his head. I'm tired and done with all the sadness.

I just want life to leave me alone.

I just got out of a funeral on Monday.

I don't want to go to another. But I don't want to see my friend vegetated on a hospital bed. I'm debating going to the hospital or not... friendship obligates you to do these things but on a personal level, you don't want memories like that.

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All this bad stuff, seriously, I'm amazed you haven't gone insane. I hope you keep strong and get through all this and I hope your friend is ok for your sake.

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._. I'm sorry honey. *hug*


In other news, I just received a birthday card with a woopee cushion in it.

I am amused.


Goshura's birthday present to me today is ascending and standing the corner of SW12 and letting me bash him all day. Assail's gone up like 5 times, its awesome. ^^
X3 That's awesome, he better let me bash at him for 24 hours or more on my next birthday! =D Heh heh heh.

You know... *scratches chin* I could do that for -myself-...acend on Fife and when I reg my other character let Tenella bash her silly.

I'll be making you some anime, hubby was talking to me about it today.

I think I have tomorrow off, maybe we can romp together. Oh, and as far as adoration items go like I told you, I have some spares. No spare octograms but I have lots of crosses. I'll do all mehadi and octogram on my main character's so you have someone on my account to do something with <3

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I'm trying my best not too. v_v My mom feels bad every time she calls me now... she has been starting me off with everything like this with the phrase: "...I've got some bad news..." When she said that THIS time I replied: "...who died this time." It's becomming redundant almost. v_v

I hope Jenessa will be ok, I really really do. I know she has a drug problem and her boyfriend is abusive but some girls just don't listen to common sense. My friend Jennifer is beating herself up something horrible over all this and it's just a tiring situation all around. x_x

At least I have my art to turn to in times of need.

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"Boysenberry! The most delicious part of my post-apocalyptic nightmare!"
Yeah. Sometimes things like music, art, writing, RPGs, books etc. are great when the pressure is on or strife is about. Take it easy a bit.

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Aww, dear, you need a~ *hugs*

Believe me, I know where you're coming from.. I was having a dark year like that few years ago, though for totally other reasons. Just cling to anything that keeps you sane, dear, absolutely bad luck can continue only so long.

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Tis not Adoration this time, lovely. It's Eulogy. This is when you GET the items. ;)

::bighugegianthug:: <- You need it.

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I know that, it's that Vee might not be able to reg her other account in time to -get- the items and I have like 4 crosses, 2 octograms and a spare rose I was offering her in case she couldn't get items this year so her characters can do adoration if she can reg that account in time for it ^^,

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"Boysenberry! The most delicious part of my post-apocalyptic nightmare!"

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