Sorry folks for the long absence, a lot going on I'm sure you understand.

I've been drawing still and doing a lot of writing and honestly, not posting much of it here for personal reasons. It has nothing to do with devART policy. Some people have made me uncomfortable with posting anything lately and thus I've recessed into an artistic hidey-hole.

Maybe I'll post in the future dahlings but I'm certainly not making any personal journal entries with sensitive information from here on out. I don't want to let this account go, however due to someone unable to control her stalker-ish nature I'll have to keep things vague at best. :3 Much obliged if you all understand.

However the posts will continue sometime soon. Perhaps some writing to be expected from me. And I may slowly move to another account if things continue to tank. Talking to a friend made me realize how much I've neglected this account and for that I am sorry. I still thank you all for your watches, and your support.

I hope life is treating you all well!~ And look- posted ARTZ. It's Christmas!

GUESS WHAT? It's my BIRTHDAY!! Heh heh, I am 25 years old.

Stolen from , who in turn snagged it from , and apparently and have one too ^_^;

I'll do a drawing for the first 7! people to post in my journal who request one. A stipulation, however:

If you request a drawing, you have to post a request thread in your journal as well.

That's about it. LIST IS CLOSED =o

Progress...

1: - Lenoa painting Shinn with 'meh' face (need my scanner ;_
2: - No bloomin' idea <3
3: - Dulci breaking his curse (brainstorming)
4: - Pirate Rose! (complete)
5: - Juvela drawing on Parane (complete)
6: - Jechoniah and Lute (complete)
7: - Magical Emo Princess Fimbulwinter (complete)

Where to start, where to start.

So, been in and out of the doctor a lot lately. Those who were concerned know why, otherwise, I don't want to turn this journal entry into a whinefest of my personal problems and woes. ^_^ Kay? Kay.

I'm recovering though, which is all that really needs to be said. At least I think I am recovering o_o;; mew.

Hoping to do more art... hoping... no promises, meh?

But regardless, I'm back, and I will attempt to make some updates.

So many projects, so little time!

I want to draw some pictures for some loveleh friends of mine, hopefully they will be up soon Whilst I work on tedious things I play on opencanvas (LOVE for for being so generous X3) and frocklic with whatever else I can.

I should draw a thank you picture for all these hits... it's doubled since I did that 'Thank You' picture of Snape... any ideas?

~My Friends~
(sorry if I forgot anyone >_< )

Thought I'd recommend some fun stock~

- They just got a DD today <3 I've been watching them for a while, great resource.

- Some good unique stock here!

- Very cute stock!

Yeah, if you are sensitive to cuss words, read no further

Stole this from and

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Kyndra
Birthday: October 4, 1981
Birthplace: Torrence, California
Current Location: Grass Valley, California
Eye Color: Blue/Gray
Hair Color: Brunette
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left
Your Heritage: Dominantly Sweedish and Irish, I think... but Scottish, English, and German as well.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops <3 Down with the man and his footsie torture devices.
Your Weakness: Jonny Depp.
Your Fears: Being trapped, not living up to expectations
Your Perfect Pizza: Vegetarian, with red sauce, not white. Bleh to white.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To regain the self-confidence I lost in myself.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: OMG and WTF
Thoughts First Waking Up: "Why doesn't my husband come with a snooze button?"
Your Best Physical Feature: People always compliment my complexion?
Your Bedtime: uuuuh... when I get around to passing out.
Your Most Missed Memory: Hmm... too many to choose. I'll go with the first one that popped in my head. When Aldo, George, Erica and I went to BFE, taking a ton of electronics with us. We brought baseball bats, a machette, and ... some other impliment of destruction, I think it may have been a metal pipe. We beat the crap out of all the computers to take out our techy frustrations, then went skinny dipping in the nearby lake at 10pm! Nothing like skinny dipping with a self proclaimed Vampiress, a Gay, and a complete poindexter. I was proclaimed Queen of the Frogs that night... they croaked at my command...
Pepsi or Coke: I'm a soda-slut. I'll drink either.
MacDonalds or Burger King: As Noelle said, In-and-Out ftw, yo. Burger King is -nasty-. Micky D's is only good for their kids meals. TOYS
Single or Group Dates: Depends on what the date 'consists' of.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton. Nestea leaves a funny after-taste.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Depends on the application.... >=3
Cappuccino or Coffee: ...Mocha.
Do you Smoke: No, and I have something strong against smoking as well. Not smokers, just the habit.
Do you Swear: Fuck you you fucking fuck.
Do you Sing: I only sing well when no one is listening... or to my children. Justin snuck in on me once while I was singing a song to Braeden and was shocked I could sing so well v.v I'm too shy to attempt to sing -pretty- around people. If I purposely sound horrible, then if they tell me I sound horrible it's nothing new... right?
Do you Shower Daily: Generally.
Have you Been in Love: I look in the mirror every day <3
Do you want to go to College: I want to go back, yes.
Do you want to get Married: I am married.
Do you belive in yourself: I try to.
Do you get Motion Sickness: If it's really hot, yes.
Do you think you are Attractive: People hit on me often... I can assume so, or at least there must be something attractive about me...
Are you a Health Freak: Not really, but I do have concerns about bacteria in food and whatnot. So more like hygene than health, but the two go hand in hand.
Do you get along with your Parents: My mother and step father, I couldn't live without right now. I love my father and step mother but I don't approve of them or their life choices.
Do you like Thunderstorms: No, because it means my power could go out. I like them at night when I'm sleeping.
Do you play an Instrument: I used to play the Clarinet and Flute.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Not a drop.
In the past month have you Smoked: Hell no.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Certainly not, but I wonder if I should be sometimes.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Uuuuh... I watched Corpse Bride with my husband on Pay Per View...?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: ..No...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: aljkfw;ethwrg I want Oreo's ;_;
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I keep eyeing that new Sushi bar in downtown...
In the past month have you been on Stage: No reason to be, but I have no fear of being on stage when it comes to acting, dancing or delivering a speach. You will not make me sing!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Better not I'll kick his ass.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: The last of my husband's M&M's. He was quite irritated too.
Ever been Drunk: Yes >_>;
Ever been called a Tease: HA HA...ha... oh yes. Apparently I'm a chronic flirt.
Ever been Beaten up: Yes... but that's a long time ago.
Ever Shoplifted: Got arrested for it when I was... 14 I think.
How do you want to Die: Quickly, and my body left in a state where it isn't gory. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to find someone who shot themself in the head or something so... if and when I do pass away I want no mess.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I have Peter Pan complex I'll never grow up! Well, I'd love to do voice acting, I also love to write, and I would fancy my own little cafe.
What country would you most like to Visit: the UK in general.

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color: Hazel.
Favourite Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: As long as it's 'neat' or messy in a sexy sort of way, I don't mind.
Height: As tall or taller than me.
Weight: I perfer lean to adverage. Stick figures and muscle heads aren't much of a turn on. I don't mind being slightly over or underweight though. Squishy bellies are fun to poke
Best Clothing Style: I think men who can pull off turtle neck sweaters are -hot-. Dressy casual mmmm... polo shirts and button up <3 yum yum. But on the same note, I also like punkish looks. So it can vary. Just depends on the guy, as long as it's in good taste and fashion it's all good.

Number of Drugs I have taken: I confess to smoking marajuana a few times in my stupid days.
Number of CDs I own: I have.. no idea, I think between my husband and I, easily over 250.
Number of Piercings: Two in the right, one in the left ear. I used to have my belly button pierced which I intend to do again.
Number of Tattoos: None, I'm sure Robbin will talk me into it soon.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a;kjgwong u sux.